You have wants you need Him to meet.
You have asked and asked and asked you are cranky and almost on the verge of resentment because you are not getting your way.
You may want to reconsider your wants and ask yourself : What is right to want?
I know you have your wants but have you ever asked Him what is right to want?
Has it crossed your mind maybe even briefly that there is a right thing to want?
Defining things correctly and defining things right are two different things.
Correct and right are two different things.
Does your estimation of right align with His?
Get the drift now?
It could be that you want the right thing but not His right thing and because that right thing you want can ruin you especially now, He decides not to let you have your way.
Step back a bit.
Ponder on the question what is right to want? and answer it.
When you do, tender your request again and let’s see how it goes.