At times, God gives you what you want, the life you dreamed of just to show you that what you want is really, really not what you want.
You just wanted it because you thought that was what you should want and it should make you happy. So now you are ‘should’ weary, things didn’t quite go as planned.
What to do?
Have conversations with God.
Allow Him infuse your mind with his dreams, let him elevate your thinking with his word.
Your perspecting will change and as they change, your wants will evolve.
Do you know there is a right thing to want?