On Some Days…

Doing life God’s way is tough. It pushes me, prunes me, makes demands of me that makes me cringe. On some days compromising a little here and there seems appealing,. The weight of the responsibility that comes with standing out can be overwhelming. Through it all, I know I cannot give in. The price that…

Ode To The Woman I Used To Be

I took a mental stroll today. It was a shallow attempt at decluttering and shutting down the open tabs in my brain. If you are introverted and you have an hyperactive mind you will get this struggle. While strolling, I stumbled on fragments and crumbles of who I used to be and it just made…

Fears

I am intrigued and terrified by the spotlight. I don’t want to be out there. I don’t want the spot, the light and any other thing that will put me out there. I just want to be in a little corner, stay put, do all I am asked to and die. Crazy Life Ambition. Even…

I Want to be My Mom

I want to have a daughter like me so I can understand what it means to be like my mom. I want to see life through the eyes of my daughter and experience years of what it meant to be my mom. My mom told me my head tore her privates and it hurt for…